i have been known to exist.
💗 elke
we will either become mutuals or i will not accept your follow request.
Pronouns
[she/her] ⊕ [they/them] (EN)
website
https://nelle.observer age
mid-twenties
bluesky
https://bsky.app/profile/nelle.observer
mental health/anxiety
on an unrelated note, im an extremely anxious person, its not a "oh haha i have anxiety" thing.
its a life impairing problem, im diagnosed with GAD, have been since a kid, but i think its gotten worse since then, way worse.
death
i think the problem is that a lot of people dont understand or realize the gravity and weight and impact that death is and has.
i suppose many have ideas of an afterlife and whatnot, but i dont see that, i dont believe in an after, at the very least theres no solid evidence for such a comforting end. so to me thats it, the moment its done, its done.
wrapping my head around the idea that you just stop existing, there is no experience of death.
people see it as a punishment, as if somebody can experience death, as if a lesson can be learned from it.
call me a moron or whatever for being a pacifist but i just think to foster a more peaceful and kind and loving world, it cant be built on blood.
:neocat_911:
the neomojis have gone too far
my emote list is much much cleaner now having removed neomojis and blobcats
might bring blobcats back but in a much more modest way
i wrote a script that works well enough
@sam nobody uses them anyway, esp the foxes, seeing as this is a single user instance
mostly id like to purge the neomojis but theres so many
finally watched the new fantastic 4
i should start working on packeitch again, its not much further i think but i have to manage my adhd and work at the same time so very little gets done
not much time left in 2025, steins;gate re:boot yet to release
wouldnt be surprised if it was a christmas release but im starting to worry
i cant take advantage of this since i already own everything 💀
yeah im a walking science adventure ad
